Saturday, May 3, 2014

Carrollton Trails 5k 05/03/2014



I focus on longer races and don't train specifically for 5k but am curious how fast the legs could run the distance. 

Carrollton Trails 5k was promised to be a fast point-to-point course.

_goal
Sub 20-minute.  6:25 pace. 



_format
The website said to park at high school lot then be bused the start line.  I incorrectly assumed I could jog the course backward to start.  The distance between parking and finish line turned out to be non-trivial.  "No problem, I'll just follow the runner in front.  How hard could it be?"

I asked for everyone's pace in the sub-7 section.  1 girl plan to run 19:xx.  Perfect.

_race
1 minute after declaring her resolve to even split, the girl took off with last year's winner.  I resisted running with the lead group, which included 1 girl and 1 dog.  Before first mile marker, I chased down half dozen runners, including Heather.  I was inexperienced with 6:25 pace and breathed disturbingly loudly. 



 Water stop near mile 2 was well staffed.  Volunteers took up some trail space.  2 labs slowly crossed the remaining width as I approached.  Fortunately the owner didn't panic, and I didn't have to jump over anyone.

_blind leader
Front runners were out of sight.  I came to a T-intersection and didn't know which way to turn.  I went right.  I considered taking off the singlet to consult the map at back of the bib.  I slowed to see which way the next runner pick.  Heather ran toward me.  I continued. 

Garmin pacer got confused by my maneuver.  I ignored it.  I didn't see mile-3 marker and finished with a few matches unburned.

#'s
20:09
pace: 6:29
place: 9/518 (behind 7 guys and 1 dog)
HR: 169/185 bpm
air temperature: 66F
humidity: 40%


recovery food

I resist the temptation to sign up for another 5k.
"Focus on Montreal 24-Hour"

Wednesday, April 9, 2014

Accidental Qualifier 4/09/2014

Kurt, "Hey did you qualify for Boston last weekend?"
Me, "I was too slow for Boston.  Might try again in 2015"
"I turn 45 in August so if I can squeeze out another 3:23 at Dallas this year I could do it lol"
"For 45-yr-old male, you need 3:20:00....  qualifying time is 3:20:00"
"Check the BAA website, it has 3:25"
"Holy crap, I qualified!"

I was surprised, happy, embarrassed, relieved, and a little lost.  Mostly I felt like a dumb ass.

Hiring a running coach could’ve avoided this dumb mistake.

I was more interested in qualifying than going to Boston before 2013 bombing.  I found out most of my friends belong to 2 buckets:
“Are you stupid?  You want to get blown to pieces?” vs “That’s cool.  Hope you make it.”

Now I get to plan on running Boston on Monday, April 20, 2015.  Apparently I’m only qualified to apply, not guaranteed a race spot.

Had I known I only need 3:25:00 12 months ago, I could be racing Boston in 2 weeks.  If I had the correct qualifying time in December 2013, I would’ve missed out on a memorable experience at Texas Whiner Marathon.

I invested heavily to achieve qualifying time at 2011 and 2013 Dallas Marathons.  I failed for non-fitness reasons.  無心插柳柳成蔭.  I signed up for 2014 Irving mainly to support a local event.  Before yoga injury, I plotted to do a Karnazes by including the race as part of 79-mile spring run. 

Sometimes the side of the mountain is more interesting than the peak, but you can’t have the sides without the top.

Saturday, April 5, 2014

Irving Marathon 4/05/2014 (Qualified for Boston 2015--5th time's the charm)

 “Can I PR by 8 minutes without marathon specific training?”  I face the same question as 2013 Irving Marathon.  With lingering injuries and memories of 4 failed attempts, I let go the idea of Boston. 

_milestones
1.  PR (Dallas White Rock 2010: 3:28:17)
2.  Apolo Ohno 2011 NYC (3:25:12)

_perfect condition
51F, 48% humidity, cloudy.  1 hour before the gun, I briefly considered qualify for Boston. 

_start
I started a typical pre-race kill-time conversation with Kayla.  "You look fast.  How fast do you run?"  "I will average 7-minute pace."  I wasn’t sure if she was joking.  "You're out of my league."  Kayla eventually won woman's division averaging 7:05 / mile.

Marathon started 10 minutes before half marathon.  I counted 37 heads in front of me.  7:44 pace didn’t’ feel easy.  I gave myself 50/50 chance of holding pace beyond mile 20. 

_running mate
3rd place woman caught up to me before mile 10.  Her Boston qualifying time was 3:30.  She asked for my pace. 
"Can I just follow you?" 
"If you want 3:30, you should slow down a bit." 
She agreed but couldn't help herself.  She passed me climbing a hill. 

Lindsey started to lose her form at mile 16.  I reeled her in, "at this rate, you'd beat your qualifying time by 6.5 minutes, which means your goal is too low or pace too fast."  She agreed but kept charging the climbs.  Been there, done that.  I stopped interfering. 

Lindsey was cooked by mile 20.  "This is half-way point.  You have a 6-minute cushion, so 8:45 pace would be sufficient."  Her eyes leaked doubts.  "Look, I'm a biddy-eye Asian with poor social skill.  I must be good at math, right?"  She smiled.  I held the pace and wished she could hang on.  For a moment, I desired for her to succeed more than reaching my own goal.

_nutrition
6 gels evenly spaced out, starting at mile 0.  Casey handed me a pack at mile 5 and 11.  I carry 2 in hat, 1 in back pocket.  The only issue was the volunteer shrinking back as I reach for water cup.  I could be the very first runner she served.

_intersection
The roads were partially closed for this out-and-back course.  The runners had the inside lanes. 

I saw the top 2 men duking it out running against motor vehicles on the meandering street.  The lead motorcycle was on the correct side of the cones probably feeling ignored.  Then I made the cop drove off runners' lane by charging toward him.  Another item checked off my bucket list: beat a cop at the game of chicken.

_the proverbial wall
Mile 21.  My pace bled slowly.  I celebrating holding sub-8 pace in 2nd half of marathon but felt the wall looming.

I started to heel-strike.  I tried to hold the image of Mirinda Carfrae at Kona.  Las Colinas Blvd was littered with hills.  The legs hemorrhaged speed with each additional climb.

What would the new model be if Apple acquired Dyson? 
iSuck.
Mental image of the perfect runner evaporated.  The pavement pounded my piriformis with each step.  The pain was bearable, but I wished the body remember how to run.

The electronic pacer left me in the dust.  I set the screen to quarter-mile pace.  Garmin 305 told me I sucked less than I felt.  Crampless, target time within reach, core temperature holding, ample fuel in the tank--this was the best marathons to date.

_embraced the suck
I swung my arms and hips like a race walker but with less elegance.  No one laughed.  I was the fastest runner on the road.  I passed an old guy on a Texas Flyer hill.  I missed having a paceline to skate with.  The old guy turned out to be 5 years my junior....

Half marathon walkers moved in clusters.  I begged them to give me the beeline then parted them like Red Sea.  A few cops seemed concerned.  I was unable to keep the chin down; I imagined I looked like my brother's Ironman photo.  The thought made me happy.

The final water station was stocked with enthusiastic volunteers.  "Water, Gatorade, what do you want?"  "Cigarette and tequila."  Their laughter made my day. 

The finish line came mercifully. 

#'s
3:23:48
pace: 7:47 / mile
place: 14/251
fastest quarter-mile split
    7:23 (mile 15.75)
slowest split
    8:49 (mile 23.5)
splits after mile 25:
    8:35
    8:28
    7:48
    8:09
    7:24


_post race
I was happy but felt ill.  Racing flats weren't ideal with poor landing technique.  "Hoka, I resist you."  I locked myself in convention center's unisex bathroom just in case.

Lindsey qualified for Boston.  She was an important person during 2 hours of my life.  We parted with a hug and might not recognize each other if we met on the street.

I felt better 20 minutes after the pounding stopped.  Bob and I went to My Place for Indian buffet.  We compared notes on family illness.  It got depressing.


_Pre-race physical activities:
-41 day.  Cowtown 50k.  5-hour aerobic run.
-13 day.  Rock n Roll half marathon.  Near PR pace.
-7 day.  9.3-mile Maffetone run followed by first longish skate of the year.
-6 day.  1-mile + 5k races in minimalist shoes.  Carrollton Runners Club.
-3 day.  1-mile tempo.  Legs felt dead.  Right foot and left hip unhappy.  Regretted racing in minimalist shoes 6 days before marathon.


Sunday, March 23, 2014

Rock n Roll Half 3/23/2014


_shaky start
2014 early season started badly: I raced like I wasn't supposed to; I over-pushed yoga; a mounting bolt slashed right thigh; half of skate and bike sessions were canceled due to weather. 

With extra 2 lb and lingering yoga injury, I didn't bother with a training program for this race. 

I didn't rest properly 24 hours prior to the race.  "Let it go.  Enjoy life." 

_goal
1 day before race: 95-minute felt reachable; 100-minute would be OK.  “Treat it like a tempo run before Irving Marathon.”

_error on the aggressive side
77% humidity, 47F, NNE 17 mph wind. 
weather.com canceled the rain.

I lost my resolve for "just a good tempo run" and aimed to PR.  I set Garmin 310xt to 7:11 pace. 







bib # implied I was the first one to register

_start
Casey and I started too far back.  We lost time behind other runners.  I surged at an underpass to reach a better pack.  I stepped into a crack.  Left ankle rolled.  Right foot caught.  Close call.  I swallowed other people's pace.  Should've started behind Deena.

_failed electronics
I always became antsy at 5k mark at Rock n Roll.  Not this year.  The pace felt hard.  I made conscious effort to keep the rhythm.  Others passed me at climbs.

Things went more wrong at mile 4.  Side stitch started after GPS lost its signal.  I backed off.  1:35 group caught me.  My best option was to trust the 2 strangers.  I focused on a sub 95-minute finish but prepared myself for meltdown, “2-hour finish wouldn’t be end of the world, but give yourself a chance to breakfast with Voon and Casey.”

The herd included a dozen runners plus several of us at the fringe.  I didn't feel confident enough to join the conversations. 

I felt weak at 10k.  I felt in trouble.  Other runners in the pack fell off or surged to relay exchange.  Relay runners could be distracting.  By mile 8, the 2 pacers became my dedicated windshield.  I was surprised I wasn't doing worse.  I eavesdropped on the pacers’ conversation: they had opposing assessment whether I could hang on. 

I turned off survival mode as we crested the peak.  I thanked the pacers and accelerated.  "We'll beat you with the stick if we catch you." 

The legs were fried but kept on turning.  My body often surprised me at races.  "Why can't I reach this pain threshold during training?"  “How fast can I run if chased by a lion?”




[Proof I use heels while running, photo by Voon]

Runners were stretched out after mile 11.  I felt the pacers breathing down my neck.  I struggled to hold the speed while avoiding downtown potholes.  I couldn't reach the old guy just 15 seconds ahead, it was maddening.  The high school kid behind me probably felt the same way.

#'s
1:32:48 (34 seconds slower than PR)
placement: 213/9678
10k pace: 7:16/mile
avg pace: 7:05/mile


[example of bad form per _Chi Running_, photo by Voon]


_personality flaw
I crossed the line cramplessly and wished I pushed harder.  I felt better when calves cramped while putting on warm cloths.

_post race
FB friend’s friend Rob came in before the 95-minute pacers.  We upgraded friendship and would do The Bull Run in 2 weeks.



Casey wore an orange polo shirt.  No problem spotting him this time.

I wanted to meet Deena Kastor but was too cold to wait around. 

Aunt Sherry knew I was racing but phoned.  My heart sank seeing the missed call notification--"something bad happened during chemo...."  It turned out she just needed to know if I wanted BBQ for dinner.  I suppose the dark cloud will remain 'til the inevitable.

Casey, Voon, and I reached AllGood Cafe before the crowd.  Life is all about timing.  Good food.  Great company.


Sunday, February 23, 2014

Cowtown 50k 2014 2/23/2014

_annual pre-pre Chinese New Year accident.  2014/1/22 Wednesday.  Dark.
Less than 1 week into base phase of 2014, my training was interrupted by a horizontal tree.  I stopped, thought about 2013 car accident, then walked around the obstacle.  The leg brushed a mounting bolt.




In addition to an impressive hospital bill, the accident terminated the 6-week Cowtown preparation. 

I skipped the remaining key training session during Liza's visitor on 2/13.  I felt unfit and planned accordingly.  Per Lucho (Tim Waggoner), I had sufficient cardio capacity to run 50k, just not fast.


_pre-race activities
Lunch with an old friend.  We hadn’t sat down alone in decades.  She chewed me out on lack of progress in relationship.  We finally talked about her son’s death.  I came to realize I held it against the parents to feel blameless.  It wasn’t fun to face one’s own ugly sides.

She ordered enough food for 5 and gave me instruction for reheating 避風塘炒辣蟹 before eating started.

I pick up race packet from Casey’s, who had an optimistic agenda for his 50k in spite of illness.  I admired that.

Plenty of leftover for dinner.  Oil rice from spicy crab wasn’t the ideal pre-race food.  I felt blessed having caring friends. 



_pre race
Good parking was half the battle.  I parked close to McDonalds and took pleasure in central heating and flushable toilets while Casey enjoyed solitude of a unlit porta potty. 



I sipped coffee ‘til national anthem.  “This is gonna cost me a potty stop.”

I strolled to the start in time to watch fast racers taking off.  I was in no rush.  I triggered the timing device 9 minutes after the gun.  Plan: low heart rate.  No race effort before 42k.

_Maffetone heart rate (131 ~ 140)
The HR reading stuck at 2-digit due to lack of sweat.  The legs fatigued after 3 miles.  “28 miles to go.  This is gonna be a long day.”

5k pace = 8:55 /mile
2nd 5k pace = 10:00 /mile was depressing considering I ran 7:54 pace at the same HR 6 months ago. 

I dosed out heartbeats like currency.  By mile 15, cardiac drift made me poor and Maffetone unrealistic.  I moved the threshold to 150.  After the 3rd beer at mile 20, I slowed to walking. 

_group exercise
Corral 4 was an interesting experience.  A few color coordinated giddy runners led the wave.  I followed and quickly penetrated corral 3.  The momentum lasted around 10 minutes.  I flew pass people every downhill but was the slowest climber in sight.

I was happy to see Donnie’s Bont jersey at Main Street.  He looked steady and uncomfortable.  He raced up the big bridge at mile 9.  I walked--shackled by HR monitor.  I met a Mar-like girl.  We encouraged each other up the bridge. 


random stock photo via google

Running through Stock Yards was fun.  I saw no cow on brick road.

_thinning
Runners thinned out.  The participants became quiet after half-full split.  The struggle grew louder.

4:20 pace group caught me at mile 15, led by a social guy (PR = 3:38).  Like Mike Tillman, he was ready to make best friends.  We started talking heart rate, ex-wives, and relationships.  A lawyerly runner posed the question: “Do you know why divorces are so expensive?”  “Because it’s worth it.”  Everyone joined the discussion.  Good times.

By mile 19, the 4:20 group dwindled to 4 runners.  I was the only one accepting beers.

_alcohol
Beer shots started after half marathon.  Not the best pairing with blueberry Gu Roctane.
After the 3rd beer, the HR was over 150 even when walking.  “Fat-adapted runner I am not.”  I started to use buzz to gauge speed.

Buzz wore off couple miles later.  I made no conscious effort to control power.  I settled in the low 9’s on flats.  HR hovered around 160.


_8k extension
The ultra-only stretch was lonely.  The crowd vanished.  The course was sparsely marked by photographers and volunteers.  The hairpin turns did not inspire speed.  My mood went south; I felt dejected from the weekend before and wondered where I should go from there. 

I got tired of holding back.  I stopped walking the climbs.  I had been in motion for 4 hours.  I wondered why.  I decided the priority was to bring smile to the next volunteer during our brief encounter.

by event photographer

“你不必訝異無須歡喜,在轉瞬間消滅了蹤影” I sang the ancient song and crossed the marathon mark at 4:17:28. 

"We have gels, Gatorade, beers, hamburger, everything!"  The ultra course turnaround had cow on fire.  I would've stopped if my car weren't so far away.

I didn’t expect to see Casey after turnaround.  I thought he was done.

_strong finish
Fatigue level remained constant after 5k.  I felt fuel surplus.  GPS said 28.2x at mile 28 mark.  I didn’t’ know the exact remaining distance but knew I was within minutes of a 5-hour finish.  I thought about the minutes I literally pissed away.

Ultra and marathon courses shared the final mile.  Einstein was right about speed being relative.  Sub-9:00 felt like flying when everyone in sight was jogging Oprah Winfrey.  I ignored my electronics.  “Live in the present.”  I imagine being pre-injured Ryan Hall leading bunch East Africans. 

“2 more turns!”  A volunteer shouted.  I floored it.  Body responded.  It was glorious.


#'s
Finish time: 5:00:25

5k pace: 8:55
10k pace: 9:28
Half pace: 9:55
30k: 9:57
Full pace: 9:50
50k pace: 9:33

Gel: 6. 
Beers: 3
Potty stops: 2.
Avg/max heart rate: 144/191 bpm
Avg/top pace: 9:33/4:42 /mile
Top quarter mile pace: 6:37


_ walk art district

Doris and his men
After hanging out with Lucas, I walked the art district. 



To my relief, Kimbell Museum’s Piano Pavilion was not ugly.  I wondered how Louis Kahn would feel about his exhibit area becoming a restaurant named The Buffet.




Amon Carter had Hopper and Rockwell on its walls.




I didn’t expect so many would recognized the finisher’s shirt.  Locals stopped me on the street to express goodwill.  That never happened to me at Dallas Marathon.


_long dinner
A winter Olympic ago, Chad led the pursuit, Apolo saved a relay medal, Shani was all smiles, and I expected to become the first inliner to skate 600k in 24 hours.  I thought about the 4 years while getting through exoskeleton of the crab. 
“What does a fish have to do to avoid becoming dinner?” 
“What do I need to do to avoid regrets?” 
The end was nearer.

Watching Olympic closing ceremony made me want to attend a ballet concert.  I went for a more efficient solution.  I emailed Tom Baker about Bolero at Meyerson.



Monday, January 13, 2014

Offseason 2013-2014

_plan
Duration: 4~5 weeks.
Yoga: 10+ sessions.
Inline: lots of short skates to get used to boots.
Outdoor cycling: get in aero position often.
Indoor trainer: watch a few movies.
Running: minimum running using minimalists’ shoes.
Calories ingestion: unlimited.

_actual: 12/15/2013 ~ 1/13/2014 = 4.1 weeks.
Weather had been outdoor wheel sports unfriendly.
1-month yoga pass. 
Indoor trainer happened a few times but was awkward with the house guest.
3 run races as social events.
Gained 3 lbs in 4 weeks and slept better at night.

_activities

Skate
I skated around the house couple times a week.  The Mojos were marginally useable 8 months after casting.  I couldn’t bear the thought of another round of troubleshooting with the manufacturer after confirming its flakiness in Houston.  It’s a shame.  They’re beautiful boots.

I deleted annual payment reminder to Round Rock for Road Rash race from Quicken.  I was sad.

Looked forward to Olympic speed skating.

--
Uptown Yoga
Even with history of yoga-related injury—including a spine surgery, yoga was a job benefit that was hard to let go. 

Years after giving up yoga practice, I bought a month pass at the fast-food style yoga studio.  The impersonal approach made me miss my past yoga teachers.  My loss of flexibility and strength was in line with expectation. 

Part of growing up was expanding used-to-could skills.

--
Carrollton Runners Club 1-mile and 5k        12/29/2013
1-Mile.  All the rabbits stayed home.  I led the field half way into the race and lacked motivation to hang on to 6:06 electronic pacer.  The intensity was unfamiliar.  I won the race with personal slowest 6:19.

5k.  The legs felt dead after 1-mile race and 2 days of yoga.  I set GPS to 7:11 pace.  I finished with 7:03 pace, the slowest 5k in years.

Stephanie won over all 5k and shared her prize.  The chocolate was delicious.

--
Dallas Runners Club Frigid 10k    @ Winfrey Point, White Rock 1/4/2014
I abandoned the original plan of solo 5k and a yoga class to hang out with Casey and Voon.  I also met Carrollton and Plano club friends.

The body was more used to yoga; the legs felt fresher than the previous race.  GPS pacer was set at 6:57, 7 seconds/mile slower than 10k PR.  Things stayed easy ‘til 6k.  I followed Kisha Littrell who seemed to know what she was doing.  I led for the final 2k as she developed difficulties holding pace.

I anticipated a sprint finish with Casey.  We’re in the same age group for a few months every 5 years.  I managed to keep my podium position with 43:12—13 seconds off PR.

This racing without training thing was fun.  I was looking forward to the next race.  I would be 44.992-year-old. 

--
5 lb 11 oz, 46 cm    2014/01/07 at 9:41 pm
Boy Ville Wei Rakkolainen arrived.
Good job, Kay and Timo.

--
Lake Grapevine Runners and Walkers Club 15k  1/11/2014
I set GPS to 7:00 pace--aggressive considering my 21k PR was 7:03 pace with full preparation.

We stayed inside Casey's car 'til warm up time.  I tried to psyche Voon up for her 5k: sub 10:00 pace, negative split. 

5k and 15k started together but in opposite directions.  Course had more elevation change than at White Rock.  I shifted to a fast-walk heel-strike climbing.  Lots of runners passed me ascending--I couldn't imagine these 7:00 pacers were all good climbers.  I made up the speed going downhill; 1 runner didn't like my speed and expressed displeasure to his friend.  Majority of the even-pace runners slowed down by 8k.  I followed the same female age grouper Kisha.

6 miles into the race, 7:00 pace became challenging, but I was still chasing down competitors, Tony Stone being the last one.  We ran side by side:
"That girl is kicking our ass."
"I'm gonna chase her."
"You want her phone number?"
Running made dumb conversation enjoyable.  Tony encouraged me to take the lead and soon dropped off the pace.

I struggled to hold 7:00 pace and burned a match at every incline.  At the muddy parking lot, a volunteer directed a car into my path.  The adrenaline helped me to get over next section.  Then my legs decided to quit.  I went all out while Tony passed me using long and hairy legs.  He was the only runner in sight capable of anything resembling 7:00 pace.

Result
1:06:14; 7:06 pace


_thoughts
My 3 race results were in line with preparation and VO2-based calculator.  The prediction precision was satisfying, yet I wished I ran faster.

My blood chemistry changed with my 2013 diet.  I performed in the same level as 2012, yet I wanted the old numbers back. 

My greed bothers me. 

_2014 fitness plan
No “A” races.

Main event: Montreal 24-Hour 8/23.  Casey and I want a respectable result and fond memory but not structuring our daily life to optimize the race result.

I’ll start 2014 training on my 45th birthday.  2013 Maffetone experiment was fun.  I want to learn more.  Reading Maffetone was often infuriating; he forced me to consider the balance: fitness vs. health.  In 2013, my encounter with the car and Jack’s bike crash affected my decision.

Run events:
Cowtown 50k.  Run by HR.
Dallas Rock n Roll Half. 
Solo long run.  Need to recover for next race.
Irving Marathon.  Attempt a PR.
Katy 5k.
Dallas Marathon.
Texas Whiner Double might wait another year.

Skate events:
Tour Dallas.
Mesquite Rodeo.
Philly.  Will make an effort.
Montreal 24-hour.
Hotter n Hell.  Might not happen <= Montreal.
A2A.  I want to be there when Candy crosses 38-mile line.
Battle at Bear Creek.  Hopefully get to see Duane.

It’s hard to plan sport events knowing they could be derailed by family health issues.

Saturday, December 14, 2013

Texas Whiner Marathon 12/14/2013 (4th failed attempt to BQ. This is getting old.)

2013 running season came to an unsatisfactory end.  I looked for any long run to reduce wasted preparation.  I found a tiny race 6 days after cancelled Dallas Marathon. 

_goal
3:30.

Logistical details weren't readily available; I had the race time and address but not much else.  "Whatever happens happens."

I didn't know how much fitness a runner was expected to lose 6 days after taper.  My dance card was filled that week.  "I can eat anything after December marathon," I'd been promising friends and family.  It was unfair to ask others to change plans for my ruined "A" race.

Icy roads made training impractical, and I had no easy access to treadmill.  I estimate 2 additional lb of dead weight.  "Just carb load and show up.  Dress warm. " 

_turn of events
The email from race director 4 days before race:
1.  The race registration was closed due to last minute sign ups.  Head count = 100.
2.  There ain't enough parking spaces, T shirts, and food.  But the organizer was working on it.
3.  This was a Boston qualifying course.

After 5 days of inactivity, the road cleared enough to run.  It would be the only training run before the race: warm up, 1 mile at 6:30 pace, cool down.  I felt sick during warm up and came close to puking.  Sodium phosphate loading was the prime suspect.  I had difficulty getting to 6:30 pace, in contrast to 6 days ago I had to reduce effort to bleed off speed. 

The sick feeling came 2 more times that week.  I ignored the issue but adjusted race expectation accordingly.  I was puzzled by my lack of speed—6:30 mile were never an issue, even during off season.

New goal: finish safely & pukelessly.  But make effort for 3:19:59.

_course
8.3 laps around Bachman Lake (next to Love Field Airport).  Concrete pedestrian trail.  No motor vehicle.  4 climbs per lap.  The final stretch was in reverse direction.

Forecast: 43F ~ 40F, 92% humidity, 14 mph wind, cloudy.

_race
I found myself in the lead pack with another runner.  He pointed out hazards and asked what I needed to qualify.  "I'll take you through the first lap."  Half lap later a tough looking dude wearing a hooded shirt passed us.  He ran with some sinus issue and started to build a lead after a downhill.  My guide stuck with me and left the course after the lap.

I sweated and threw away the T-shirt.

I saw no other participants before lapping the walkers.  We encouraged each other.  It was a 43F cloudy day; I dressed correctly for 7:33 pace.  I didn't feel light and fast as previous week but was hopeful about holding the pace.  I was aware half way of a marathon was at mile 20. 

The lead guy was out of sight.  I didn't care.  I focused on each downhill.  A girl caught up to me during lap 3.  I stayed with her.  She ran each mile slightly faster to win the half marathon.  I was on pace by mile 14, but hamstrings started to tighten.  It was Irving Marathon all over again except this time I didn’t have a 100k run to blame. 

_no excuse
My strides fell apart.  I wasn’t in form for 3:20 finish.  I didn’t experience runner’s high—the data slapped me in the face.

I had a slow quarter-mile splits as I caught up to the distinct hooded shirt and red calf sleeves at a climb.  We acknowledged each other but exchanged few words due to my limited Spanish vocabulary.  It's nice to have someone to share the suffering.

Runners talked behind our backs, unaware how far their voices carried.  We were referred to as “black and red socks,” “triathlete and the other,” or “Mexican and Asian.”  Apparently I looked better than I felt.

Wind speed increased.  Air temperature dropped.  My pace slowed.  I wish I had that T-shirt back.

Boston qualifying time was out of reach.  I focused on winning.  I surged at a climb and heard snot rocket struggling behind me.  Mile 22 of a marathon was easier when being pursued.  He caught back up during next 5k.  My legs were so stiff; I climb the hills rocking side to side.

2 of us completed lap 8 shoulder to shoulder—an amateur Iron War.  He paused at the final water stop.  “Really!?”  I surged up the hill.  I held the image of Macca running away from Raeler in 2010.  I made the U-turn.  I saw my chaser with no fight in his eyes.  I high-fived everyone and smiled to phone cameras at finish line.  I was 15 minutes behind a goal that felt realistic just an hour ago.

_post race
Volunteers and half marathoners congratulated me.  A few knew what I was after, "sorry you didn't qualify."  I felt lots of things; mostly I felt cold.  I hugged the course volunteers for warmth and emotional support.  I did not cry. 

The hooded shirt guy and I exchanged a smile and a few words.  I didn't understand his words.  He wasn’t even Latino.

I attempted to work the water station after putting on ski jacket.  A volunteer suggested that I eat a sandwich instead.  I walked the course to encourage runners.  I accidentally dropped the Subway plastic bag.  I stepped on it before the wind carried it away.  I spent the next 20 seconds attempting to pick it up.  A volunteer finally came to help.

My left calf cramped as I got in the car.  I was glad I didn’t buy that stick shift in 2006. My mood improved as the car warmed up.  Completing a marathon was always worthy of celebrations. 

I won a race!